Inner Chaos: Embracing The Storm Within

Finding Fulfilment In The Void.


What is Nothingness?

Can we sit idle and still be at peace with ourselves? Can that give ourselves happiness, joy, calmness, relaxing feeling by doing nothing?


Lately, I have been continuously working and not taking any days off even on Sundays!! I was thinking taking off might make me less productive or less efficient and I needed to constantly work or do something or the other and not sit idle to reach my goal or to succeed on the work front.I was thinking what would I do if I sat idle. The progress which I had made in my life would come to a halt,I wouldn’t have achieve what I had aimed for by a particular timeline,I might feel guilty about it so all these thoughts pushed me to continuously work without taking any days off. 

I was working like a robot is what I realised and I was scared to be sitting with myself is what I understood. I was being consistent,productive,efficient but there was an empty feeling inside me. I did not knew how to tackle that how to face it and how to overcome it.

On a Sunday when I had time to myself, I sat with myself, it was an amazing moment. I was analysing what has been happening with me at the work front and personal front.I realised I was so busy that I didn’t have time to myself.I was scared to face my inner turbulence was the actual truth. 

“To achieve” clarity, what “courageous actions” to take, how to be “ok in an uncomfortable zone”, how to “connect to my inner self” and achieve inner peace.
How to be more spiritually aligned was a my continuous thought.

I forcefully sat with me alone along with my cup of tea. While I was in this state, I started feeling a calm, getting clarity,doubtlessness,dangerous kind of freedom from thoughts and a nothingness creeped into my being.

I questioned “what is this nothingness?”
The inner me gave this as an answer “Its about creating a space which is free from distractions, judgements or attachment.”

When the air around you is sucked away to create an empowering silence charging up every cell of yours to deliver the ultimate into the universe effortlessly and feeling palpable complete that nothingness changes life into meditation.

It creates a calm energy within you, “unperturbing” emotions, “untiring” fatigue, “manifestation” of high magnitude , “high potency” energy flow, a “quiet” mind, flow of “infinite” ideas, a “peaceful”detachment , an “unconcerned” concernedness, an “uninvolved” involvement, a WITNESS.

All this made me realise there is no deadline to success, no race to win. Your journey is unfolding exactly as it should, trusting the process and keep moving forward with motiveless action. 

You are getting there :)

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